Ibn barhoma

Why am I here?

2009-10-07T13:45:00.000-07:00

This is an idea that just occured to me right now and is based on the book "Lessons from History" by Will and Ariel Durant.

It's trying to find a reason why there are so many human beings on this planet, who seem to be useless. They live and die and they go unnoticed. They just care about finding food and shelter for themselves and their children, or about enjoying their time, or any other "simple" aims, or others who also try hard but fail and also go unnoticed. Why are there many who debate democratically about an issue, but the debate is in vain and the issue remains unsolved?

Maybe it has something to do with nature and evolution ... take for example the fertilization of an ova which needs round 100 million sperms ... to ensure that one event takes place, nature requires 100 million contestants ... The large number of human beings is to ensure that the shere number is there, so that one (or few) can bring an advancement here, some others a new idea there. It is just the way nature works to bring about development and evolution (and I belive that evolution is still going on, not physical, but mentally!). Me, you and you are there because of the statistic necessity for evolution. Every millionic bunch of us are walking sperms, with one of us reaching the ov, or nature's goal (not his or our goal, i.e. accumulating money or getting a better job are not nature's goals) to achieve a certain developmental (or evolutionary) step, and the rest will die trying!!

By the way, this is not in support for the cynical groups beliving in the superiority of the few and that we need to develop the "Superman" from this few. As I said, the shere number is essential due to the statistical need.

Ich beherrsche die deutsche sprache aber sie gehorcht mir nicht

2009-09-28T12:31:00.000-07:00

عظماء الدنيا وعظماء الآخره Great characters of this world and the after world

2009-09-18T20:26:00.000-07:00

Wish we had someone like him today!! ... He was great ... I remember how I loved the theme of his program ... I always used to think that the music coming from the flute was like a sublication to God ... that the flute player was simply praying. It was and still is marvellous. I also remember how I used to hear his voice coming from the TVs of many neighbours ... he simply had an excellent "viewing quota".

God bless Dr. Mostafa Mahmoud.

How we decide

2009-08-29T10:06:00.000-07:00

Here is a review of the book "How we decide" ... it's a very interesting thought-provoking book that I highly recommend.

Why did the author write this book? What does he want me to do, believe or experience?

The book was written to give us more insights about how we make decisions. This is a complicated process with 2 main players, the subconscious brain and the rational brain. The author stresses the fallacy of the common belief that a rational decision should be devoid of feelings. He proves that both reason and feelings are necessary and we should listen to both while making decisions.

The subconscious mind has the capacity to deal with large data inputs, and can analyse them and detect patterns quite rapidly. It then delivers a message to the conscious brain in “sign- language”, namely as positive or negative feelings. This is our “gut feeling”, which is usually based on past experiences, and learning from mistakes. Morals and aesthetics belong to the realm of the subconscious mind. Seeing a painting or a moral question, one knows instantly if it is good or bad. In many cases, one would not really know why. It just “feels” good (or bad), right (or wrong).

However, our feelings might also be wrong and unreliable, as in the case of panic or in new problems which we didn’t encounter before. Additionally, we tend to escape from losses (or pain), and to overvalue immediate gains. This is when our rational mind should jump in and take over to really weigh the benefits against the losses.

The rational brain is however limited and can be overwhelmed by information in complicated problems. If the problem cannot be reduced to few important parameters, then the gut feeling can help with those multiparametric issues. Another problem arises with random processes, since our brain always tries to find patterns, so it ends imposing ones which donot actually exist.

Certainty (fanatism, stubbornness) is usually due to adopting a preconception without allowing the effective communication between the different parts of the brain. One accepts information that justifies the preconception and ignores the rest. The rational brain comes into play not as a scientist, but as a lawyer justifying this, actually irrational, position.

Healthy decision making is the one that allows the effective communication and interaction between reason and emotions. In important decisions, one should listen to emotions, but in some instance also let reason test if those emotions are right or wrong. There are rarely simple questions to complicated answers. Effective communication, weighing alternatives and embracing uncertainty should help reaching the correct decisions. Finally, mistakes are to be embraced as opportunities for learning … “Before your neurons can succeed, they must repeatedly fail. There are no shortcuts for this painstaking process”

Did he succeed? am I convinced?

The book is attractive and interesting ... it has many anecdotes which are well used to deliver the message and explain the point. The suthor succeeds in sheding light on the process of making decisions, and graps attention due to the many "surprises" which he describes, that feelings are important for rational decisions, that uncotrolled feelings could be problemating, that too much reason can be counterproductive. This is all presented in a simplified scientific manner, ornamented with anecdotes.

The only problem was that the thoughts or transitions between chapters did not seem to follow a logical sequence. It was, to a degree, disorganized.

What is the take home message?

1) Healthy decision making is a combination of listening to gut feelings and reason. One should be aware of the decision making process.
2) Mistakes are necessary for effective learning.
3) Surprise (unexpected patterns) are the best methods to raise attention.
4) Our brain always tries to find patterns. They are however lacking in random processes.

Stumbling on happiness

2009-08-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

Here is a review I have written about the book "Stumbling on happiness" some 2-3 years ago. I wrote it on a facebook application, but I though I'd better write it also here ...

The book handles many aspects of happiness. It shows the difficulty of defining something so abstract like happiness, and tries to alleviate this by identifying different types of happiness. It then goes on showing the shortcomings of our imagination, or rationalization, in short, our great expectations which turn out to be irrationally based.

At the end, the author concludes that instead of depending on our imperfect imagination, we can depend on others' experiences. He says that each one of us thinks he/she is so unique, when actually he/she is not. He says that science has provided lots of information about the average person that it's possible to predict how he will behave. If we depend on the experience of others, we can save ourselves the trouble, because it will also fit us.

Now to my opinion about the book. The author has done lots of effort to prove his point with scientific evidence. I wouldn't refute most of what he said. I have to say that there wasn't much new in this. That we make irrational and unwise future decisions based on incomplete information or defective imagination or biased rationalization is something that one knows, either from experience or reading.

However, the idea that we can use the experience of others as surrogate is not really quite convincing. Human beings are different, with different tastes, experiences and mental paradigms. It is not sufficient that a certain test shows that the majority of human beings would do something, because it is simply not ALL. And, if a group of human beings is tested for a group of different things, I don't think that you will find the same persons doing the same things in every test. if the majority is doing something in one test, it will not be the same majority in each test.

The author once mentioned that bad scientists use biased experiemnts to come up with the results they originally forecasted. I'm afraid he also resorted to bad science when he used the fact that when the majority of people behave in a certain manner in one situation, that this alone is a good reason to use this previous information for future decisions.

Alqemny ... his books and pize!

2009-08-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

I read the last chapter of Al Qemny's book "Alostorah wa altorath" (The legend and the herritage) ... the chapter was called "Alnaskh fe alwa7y, mo7awalat fahm" .... according to Al Qemny, one should see quran and sunna in the light of the accompanying circumstances and events ... he has however a fault-finding attitude, so that he's picking the contradictions and magnifying them. His theory explaining the leniency of quranic verses in Mecca against non muslims, vs. its stronger stance against them in Madina pictures quran and the prophet as opportunistic, showing a humble face in case of weakness, but an aggressive one in strength. The feeling that one gets after his thesis about alnasekh wal mansokh is that there is some inconsistency, and that there were mistakes carried out by Othman and alsa7aba that put quran, and the activities associated with collecting and writing it, in question.

One point which I sometimes think is true, is that religion in many cases is not about logic! ... for instance, in the fight between David and Guliath (Talot and dawood vs. Galoot), the believers were ordered not to drink form the river despite the fact that they were thirsty to death and they were about to fight a stronger army ... The prophet Ibrahim was ordered to slaughter his son .... Noah was ordered to build a ship in a land far away from any source of water .... the famous story of the (yellow) cow that the jews were asked to slaughter to resurrect a murdered guy so that he would say who killed him .... Moses' mother throughing her son in the river ... the story of Moses and Alkhedr ... all these and many other stories in Quran simply say that prophets (and normal persons like ahl el kahf and the stories mentioned with Alkhedr) sometimes receive orders which simply don't make sense ... they are just illogical, but the aim (or among the aims) is to test the fidelity and piousness of the believers (perhaps this is indeed one way to test fidelity, that we have to do something that we might think doesn't make sense ... I mean if everything just makes sense, then doing it might be simply a "logical" consequence ... doing something which doesn't make sense at a first sight might be a better test!) ... anyway, the point is religion is not always about logic .... this makes it difficult to scrutinize and say this point is logical so I'll accept it, and this is not, so I'll abondon it.

As someone who adopts and believes in the scientific method and in analysing everything, I do believe that there are many things that we can't take as is from our islamic herritage, simply because they don't make sense anymore (they might have been logical 1400 years ago, but not anymore) ... the problem is how to draw the line between what we can change because it doesn't make sense any more (for instance Omar ibn alkhattab did stop working with some verses of quran like giving zakat to almo2allafato klobehem), and what we cannot change (even if it doesn't make sense), simply because it is meant to be a test ... I believe drawing this line would be crucial to the future of Islam.

Back to alqemny .... In humanitarian (or soft sciences), it's really difficult to judge the validity of a theory or a thesis, simply because you can not test it in an experiment ... one can test the premis, references and line of thinking, but this might be deceptive, and the sophistry were an old and well known example for that .... But in order to say whether he really deserves to get the prize or not, I'm testing the output of his writings, (the influence on the readers) to see the value of the theories he comes up with ... he leaves his reader skeptical and inconclusive ... putting everything in question is not a feat, everyone can do it ... finding answers is more important ... if there were nobody in Egypt better than him (which I doubt), the prize could have been withheld.

I'd do anything for you

2009-06-02T11:04:00.000-07:00

We can still do it!

2009-05-14T15:04:00.000-07:00

2 days ago, I payed a visit to Gelita and RP Sherer in Eberbach. The first is specialized in producing gelatin for food and Pharma use, the latter is a market leader in producing soft gelatin capsules.

It was really interesting to see the whole process, from gelatin production, till the manufactire of the high value capsules. What really amazed me was the relatively simple process of gelatin production. It is a very old process, and it must be hard for Gelta to keep the production in Germany despite their high prices and the strong competition with China and India. As I heard the description of what they do, it was clear to me that it's the quality of their products that allowed them to keep the production sites in Germany. More importantly, the know-how, experience, and progresses which they developped over the years. For instance, they have 200 different types of gelatin! I also learned that they can't say at the begining of the batch production that this batch will have these and these properties. Instead, batches are mixed to give the required properties. For this, they measue 30 different characteristics for each batch. It's clear that they have developped lots of experience over the years.

Building a gelatin producing plant is relatively easy, but developping this experience is not easy. However, we can stil do it! We can reach their level, if only we had the funds and the time. It's only a matter of a good and strong collective/political will!

The answer?

2009-04-06T17:08:00.000-07:00

A couple of days ago I had a discusssion, probably with mum, where she mentioned the importance of bringing to the world good and pious children. She said that many regard their life as useless, when it can be of the greatest meaning if they can bring up their children to be good hearted and good believers.

I wonder if this is the real sense of life ... to be a good believer ... that's all what we are supposed to do to bring meaning to our lives ... is this the answer o the immortal question?

Being a teacher, again!

2009-01-04T14:56:00.000-08:00

Long time since I last blogged ... I'm coming back mainly due to an inspiration by Mr. Ahmed Shams, who asked me to write my experiences so tha he might use them to tell his students ... who knows who can benefit from them one day!

As I'm reading now "Tuesdays with Morrie", I feel I need to teach one day ... to work as a teacher and to transfer my experience ... maybe it's human, or it's flattering, but I feel I need to do it one day ... maybe as a visiting lecturer, or may be by returning back to Academia one day ... I still donnu, but I need to keep this in mind.

In thinking of teaching, the seminars by Andre Radusch came up to my mind ... we were only 7, and the seminars were always based on questions, which I found quite intriguiing and thought provoking ... they were not based on recalling what we learned, but on testing whether we did understand it or not, and they were always in the form of a discussion ... I really liked those seminars a lot and I was the best student participating in them ... I hope I can do something similar one day ...

Comparison!

2008-08-03T13:40:00.000-07:00

I'm not quite sure how scientific is what i'll say here, since it's a mere idea that came up to my mind a few minutesago. It's about how our mind "evaluates" things, people and situations. Our mind cannot measure things absolutely, it only "compares" things. For instance, when i touch my hard disc i can say whether it's warm or damn hot, but i can't say exactly what temperature it is. I can only compare it to another body, or to the ambient temperature. If someone says a cruiser is 30 m high, our mind might get that this is a big number, but if someone says that it's as tall as a 10 stores building, then this image will be better understood. I have a problem understanding the fahrenheit temperatures for example, and i only grasp it i it's converted to celsius, or if I know the water freezing and evaporation temperatures in fahrenheit. Our brains work as relativistic machines. Hence, I might question the saying "Everything is relative", and Einstein's relativelty theory, if this is inherent to the nature of things, or only because this is the way our brains comprehend the world. (I would be careful to extend this claim to the relativety theory because this needs some more reading and analysis before it could be justified-or denied)

Now I come to how we evaluate situations and human beings. I guess our brain can't help using the same way of comparing people and situations. We can't help being biased and having prejudices, at least during a first encounter. Our primary idea or evaluation, which we build by comparing previous experiences, might later on provewrong, because it's not always possible to linearly extrapolate our previous experiences to current or future ones, yet we will always resort to our "experience" as a source of information so that our brain can have something to compare to. In this respect, one can understand our human fallacies, and try, only try without any garantee, to avoid clinging to a prejudgement.

By the way, what triggered this thought to me was the fact that I met a girl these days whom i was thinking she might be a suitable wife. However, I can't help comparing her to others, and she usually loses! Sometimes I think this is not fair, however, this is indeed how our mind works. Sometimes one meets someone whom our mind can't really find someone to compare too, and he/she is benchmarked as something unique, as a standard. Could it be that "Miss Right" will hit my brain as a new "standard"? Donnu!!!!

Our strange fellowship

2008-02-21T14:58:00.000-08:00

A nice short article in NATURE 451, 1026 (2008), comparing the highly complicated and inefficient communication of humans to that of Baboons !!!

The Awful German Language ....

2007-12-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

.... By Mark Twain

Very funny, particularly to those who are studying German !!

Read it here

Necessary Illusions

2007-11-18T03:08:00.000-08:00

Here are some comments and ideas that came to me while reading the book

"Necessary Illusions - Thought control in democratic societies" by Noam Chomsky

The book is rather old (1989), and full of examples from latin america, . However it stresses the idea that propaganda to democracies is just like violence to dictatorships, and its premises and conclusions could be easily extrapolated to the present time. Accordingly, real democracy is merely an illusion. There is only the reign of the privileged elite which is close association with the corporations and the capitalist money. The media plays the necessary role of being a buffer, or a “medium” to manufacture consent.

Recent examples (which are not mentioned in the book) include the very famous speech of Colin Paul in the UN giving examples of alleged weapons of mass destruction owned by Iraq and connections to Al Qaeda as non-doubtable justifications for the war on Iraq. When it all turned out to be mere non-sense, it was accounted for as a “mistake”.

They have deafened our ears with their blabbering about democracy, however when Hamas was “democratically” elected by an unmanipulated elections process, they refused to accept that, started a mass punishment for the Palestinians for their choice and planed to throw over the elected government.

When an Islamic party was elected in Turkey, and their candidate was close to getting the presidency, the media was so much on the alert because his wife wears a headscarf (!). If she has done this willingly, then isn’t this part of the personal freedom and human rights that they propound night and day? Or it is quite fine to have a prostitute on top of a government but not a veiled woman?

When Iran announces that they want a nuclear plant for energy production (or even nuclear weapons, something that they have continuously denied), the media and politicians are hysterical about this, however when India, Pakistan, Israel and even North Korea have nuclear weapons, they are either allies, or not worth the hassle.

Now let’s come to the more subtle issues of inner politics. Foreign policies are not that important, nobody really cares about it. One cares only about getting a job, how much money he gets at the end of the month, health care, social security … etc. So it’s not easy to manipulate or make such silly and unprofessional lies as one does for foreign policies as seen in the aforementioned examples.

However, one can see how the media is working. For example, in Germany, the media is always speaking about “Der Aufschwung” i.e. the boom in economy, and bring about good numbers for the improvement in economic prognosis, increase in stock market indices (DAX), higher profits of the German companies, reduction in the debts of the German government … etc. However, this is a boom for the corporations only. People do not feel it themselves, on the contrary. If one follows the number of strikes in many fields, either asking for salary increases or to protest the loss of jobs in major German companies, despite of their millions of profits (for example Deutsche Bank, Die Bahn, T-Com and others), then one can see where did the companies and the government get the money from. The increase in VAT and health insurance as well as the decrease in taxes for companies can provide some explanations, and it’s clear who is paying for this. The cuts in money for the civil servants (Christmas bonus), the increase in temporary contracts instead of permanent ones … etc, are all signs of an economic decline for the lay man rather than a boom. However the numbers are not lying, there’s a boom for the companies, but not for the people. What the media does is trying to sell this as follows: when the companies are well off, they will create jobs for you and you’ll then be well off. But that is not completely true (see below).

In the book, Chomsky says: “the United States represents the form towards which capitalist democracy is tending; related tendencies include the progressive elimination of unions and other popular organizations that interfere with private power, an electoral system that is increasingly stage-managed as a public relations exercise, avoidance of welfare measures such as national health insurance that also impinge on the prerogatives of the privileged, and so on."

Today, I don’t consider the States as the tendency, but China. In China, there are no unions or popular organizations to interfere with power, there’s no electoral system, no welfare measures and it thus seems to be ideal for a capitalist. Since the whole world has to compete with China, they have to reach this level, and so China is the new standard. When one has a look at what happens in Germany and the EU in general, you can easily see this tendency. The extension of the EU to include the east European states is a step in this direction, to get cheaper labour with less privileges, and even use this labour to threaten your own labour in the rich western countries, “if you don’t accept less and less benefits, we’ll simply move our plants to those who are willing to accept.”

to be continued ....

Everything I do

2007-11-09T14:36:00.000-08:00

Can't really believe I cried many times listening to this song some 15 years ago !!! .... However I still like it.

The Butterfly Effect 2

2007-11-04T13:31:00.000-08:00

The “Butterfly Effect,” is a nice thought povoking movie. The title comes from a scientific theory with the same name. The theory is meant to study the predictability, particularly in meteorology. Due to the high complexity of our ecosystem and the large number of inputs (causes), it is nearly impossible to predict the changes in weather (effect) over a long period of time, or at least this is the current state of knowledge. The "Butterfly effect" is the sensitive dependence on initial conditions. It is often ascribed to Lorenz, who mentioned in a paper in 1963 given to the New York Academy of Sciences: “One meteorologist remarked that .... one flap of a seagull’s wings would be enough to alter the course of the weather forever.” The seagull then changed to the more poetic butterfly. (adapted from here)

In the movie, the hero had some problems in his life. He then discovers that he can travel back in time, so he does in order to correct things and mistakes that he has done before. Although he does suceed in correcting some mistakes, things donot turn out the way he wanted. Whenever he does correct one thing, he finds that others have gone wrong. At the end he just confesses to his mother "I really screwed things up mum ... I tried so hard to fix everything ... to just make things right, and everytime I do I make it so much worse." ... She tells him "You cannot control everything ... you just have to let it go."

سلسلة من المحطات النووية

2007-10-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

"قال الرئيس المصري حسني مبارك ان مصر ستنشئ سلسلة من المحطات النووية بهدف توليد الطاقة الكهربائية".a

حلوه سلسلة دي .... زى ما تكون سلسلة محلات كشرى او معامل طرشى .....!!!!!!!!

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Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle !!

2007-10-28T16:08:00.000-07:00

The principle states that it is not possible to know where a grad student is and where it is going at the same time !!!"

Largely Empty

2007-10-28T16:04:00.000-07:00

"Academia is made up of indiscrete matter that is largely empty"

Ya Balady

2007-10-19T11:04:00.000-07:00

سلام يا بلدى سلام .... راجعلك مفيهاش كلام .... و كلى شوق و احلام

Note that at the end he sounds a bit melancholic and with a lesser enthusiasm, as if he cannot really hold his promise.

The death of Ivan Ilych

2007-10-09T12:00:00.000-07:00

The death of Ivan Ilych
"Ivan Illych lived only for social successes and personal pleasures. The meaning he ascribed to his life was summed up by his ability to attain them. "
Check out what he thinks as he dies

Was it a wrong decision?

2007-09-26T09:07:00.000-07:00

Was it a wrong decision? Why do I insist on doing something of value, something useful ??? why didn't I stay in Egypt, get married, have kids and do anything for a living ??? Why did I put myself in this dilemma ??? Is it worth it ???

God, please help ....

Life in hand and afterlife in heart

2007-09-26T08:54:00.000-07:00

I was terribly frustrated a few minutes ago ... I thought of playing this video which I have added to the links bar on my browser .... once I started seeing it, I felt like going to far place outside the city and looking at how people are busy running here and there, buying this, consuming that, listening to the news, Bush threatening Iran, Israel attacking Syria, the war is close, or at leastt some are saying so, others are living their normal life talking to friends, playing with their children .... but I realise that we are all busy with whatever we are doing and not aware of the afct that we will be burried one day. That is reality. But we are busy with our lives and we just don't think about that.

To have life in one's hand and the afterlife in one's heart ....... with all this mess that we are living in !!! ....... May god help us.

A science-career litmus paper !!

2007-09-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

From Nature 449, 253. " Hiking the ups and downs of the science trail." by Paul Smaglik

My wife developed a hiking litmus test, which could also be applied to scientific careers. If we woke up in the morning eager to walk again, no matter how much we had been beaten up by the elements the previous day, we would continue. That feeling of excitement never subsided, no matter how cold, wet, sore and dirty we got. So too in science, if you no longer have that sensation of hope, curiosity and anticipation, it might be time to stop — or at least to look for another job.

المصريين

2007-09-07T12:21:00.000-07:00

سالنى احد الزملاء ان كانت طالبه الدكتوراه اللي جت من مصر مبعوثه من الحكومه المصريه ولا على حسابها ...... قلتله لا اظن انها على حسابها لانها دكتوراه فى الخزف ..... قاللى صحيح مين حيدفع علشان يعمل دكتوراه في البلاليص

واحد تانى بيعمل دكتوراه في علوم البحار و زوجته صيدلانيه ..... اتصلوا بي علشان الهانم عايزه تعمل ماجستير فى الصيدله .... كان

سوءالهم اذا كنت اعرف جامعه في المانيا ممكن تاخد منها الماجستير مين غير حضور

ادى اللى مصر بتمولهم الدكتوراه ...... عمار يا مصر ... ربنا يكتر بلاليصك

Suspense!

2007-09-03T12:39:00.000-07:00

This morning I woke up very excited and optimistic. I put on my clothes quickly and hurried to the lab. In the bus I was telling myself, "It must work this time. I'm trying several different parameters. I'm sure one of them will work. It's not important which one, but at least one would succeed. Then I'll have a door wide open for many further things to do ..." My thoughts went on, and my generally optimistic mood, mixed with anticipation and a touch of happiness was still there.

I ran to the lab, had a quick look at the gel. There's nothing to see yet, as it should be put in the decoloring solution first. But I was looking carefully, trying to find any clues, any faint shades of colors in the gel that may give away the yet hidden secret. But it was useless. I still had to wait for 30 more minutes. And I did.

At the end, I had a negative result. Nothing worked. It just didn't work!!

I guess there is no other job where one could have such an adrenalin kick, or live in such a thrilling suspense. And there's no other job where one enjoys such a dazzling excitement when it works. No wonder Eucledis ran around naked shouting "Eureka! Eureka!". That's why I love to do science. However, there's probably no other job where it is so infuratingly frustrating to fail or be wrong. Yet, I always tell myself, "perhaps I lost the battle but not the war. At least I learned one way how things can go wrong!"

Comments on "altadayon almankoos" (The deficient religiosity)

2007-09-01T03:05:00.000-07:00

I read the book by Hweidy, and I’m currently writing my review of the book. Meanwhile, I would write here some of my comments regarding its contents. First, I have to admit that Hweidy is among the writers whom I respect, but I didn't really like this book. One reason is probably because it’s a collection of newspaper articles, and this undermines the book structure and style leading to many shortcomings; such as repetitions and a non-thorough handling of the discussion points. Each article is more like “a short discussion over a cup of coffee” than an earnest handling of a problem.

I have to admit that he quotes lots of example for open minded behaviour and opinions of contemporary and early Islamic scholars and “sa7abah”, however this is not enough. The book, and in general all Moslems including myself, lack a vision and a bunch of concrete measures that can use islam to build a modern civilization. We don’t know what the standards we should apply to choose between the different views are. For example, those who say that democracy is not obligatory to the ruler, or that a Moslem ruler should stay in office till his death base their opinion on verses of Quran or “a7adeeth” or well known historic facts. I have to say it has some logic, but it seems to be out of date and inapplicable NOW. When the author says that we are not obliged to follow “literally” every deed of the early Islamic success story of prophet Mohammed and his “sa7abah” regarding how to develop a nation and build a civilization, then that is fine, but what should we do then? He says it should be based on the core concepts, the real soul of islam, but what is that? And how to separate the soul (the core concepts) from the body (the practices that have accumulated over 1400 years)? How obligatory is sunna, including the deeds and words of prophet Mohamed (PBUH)? Should we follow it literally (like a7adeth al3ein for example)? And if we don’t follow it literally, does this undermine our belief? (Perhaps you can read the following page for more examples)

To me, the climax of the book was on pages 277-280. These pages contain a big list of extremely important and fundamental questions. If Moslems agree to an answer to these questions, we would have an Islamic constitution at hand. But many questions are really tough to answer, such as the status of non-moslems, how to apply “share3a” .. etc, and this is for one particular reason, should we base the answer on reason, on what is now good for us, or on the examples of early islam?

There is also a very important problem with an Islamic solution. Islam is a religion, and like any other religion, it is based on belief. Beliefs are not necessarily based on reason or on logical or experimental proofs. For example, we believe that there is heaven and hell, that there are angels and “gen”, that there is magic (se7r) as well as “hassad and ein” only because these were mentioned by Quran or prophet Mohammed (PBUH). There are no logical or experimental proofs for them, and accordingly in these aspects we believe without reasoning. Now there are 2 problems, on the one hand, some people would extend the realm of “belief” (i.e. following without reasoning) to the point of applying it to everything that prophet Mohammed (PBUH) did or said, after all he was perfect and faultless (ma3som) and the wisest human being. On the other hand, using reason might question things like 7assad and the cure suggested to it by Prophet Mohamed (PBUH). (see the above mentioned link) What are the limits then, so that one doesn’t run into one of those extremes?

Another extremely important issue is that from this book and from other ones (like Corruption the world’s big C), one can conclude that the political will is central for any change. There are many examples for countries (some are not even democratic) that have achieved huge leaps in the directions of welfare and development (e3mar el2ard), including China, Malaysia, Indonesia, Singapore, Thailand .. etc. In all these cases, a political will for improvement lead to substantial strides in the right direction. I’m afraid to say that in my opinion, which may be wrong, without this political will, any other efforts would be useless. However, the book doesn’t discuss what is to be done in case such political will does not exist?

These are among the main questions that the author raised to my mind, intentionally or inevitably, but to which I found no answer in the book. I hope some of you know some answers or can point to some books that can respond to some of those concerns.

Ein, hassad and other things .... An interesting discussion with an Imam

2007-08-31T13:26:00.000-07:00

"Al'ein" was the topic of today's friday prayer preaching. The imam was differentiating between "ein and hassad", saying that ein could even change "kada2 and kadar" and, quoting a saying from prophet Mohamed (PBUH), that it's the secound cause of death after destiny (alkada2 walkadar). He said that the only cure for it, according also to Prophet Mohammed (PBUH) is that one uses the water of the washing (ma2 al 3'osl) used by the one who caused "Al'ein" to wash the one suffering from it.

Great !! I felt so infurated that I thought I must speak with the Imam after the prayer and tell him that this topic, despite its possible authenticity, is not suitable for us as a foreigner islamic community living in Germany. We need to know how to behave so that we as moslems give good examples to the community we are living in. If a German "hasadny" would I ask him to wash and give me this water as a cure, or would I give him this water if I caused this to him? The topic is completely absurd for people like us living in such a community.

His deffence was that this event (hassad) happened between 2 muslims living in our city and lead to lots of troubles between them (!) ... he was insisting that this is what Prophet Mohammed said (PBUH), that "al'ein is 7aq" and is accordingly part of what we moslems should believe in.

I then turned his attention to a previous preaching, where he said that we should not say to non muslims "Assalam alikom", also based on a saying for Prophet Mohmmed (PBUH). I said that, as far as I know, which I cannot prove by concrete stories, that this same greeting was the reason why some converted to islam, because they found it very great. I told him about my Mexican friend who used to greet me with "assalam alikom" and how he liked and appreciated this word, and how this gave a good impression about islma. He asked me, do you think prophet Mohammed (PBUH) didn't know this before he said we shouldn't great them with "assalam alikom"?

He then quotes Ali ibn aby Taleb saying that if islam is to be taken logically, then during "almas7 3ala al7'of" one should wash the sole, as it is in contact with the ground, and not the upper part of the foot. However, we wipe the upper part of the foot as Prophet Mohammed (PBUH) did. He, the Imam, meant one should not use his mind to analyse things, as long as we know prophet Mohammed said or did something.

I asked him (with the intention to point out that some things which prophet Mohammed did cannot be done now anymore), during the prophets time, prisoners of war were considered slaves, as it was the case in all mideavel wars, would we do the same now? He said, the answer of Sheikh Kishk to this particular question was that in case there's a Khalefa and that the war is "fe sabil allah", only in this case, then the prisoners of war can be considered as slaves (!!!!). I asked him and what is your opinion? He said there are no personal opinions in islam, unless one has a certain level of knowledge, until then, there is no personal opinion.

I have to mention that this imam is from Cote d'ivore. He speaks arabic quite fluently. He didn't learn islamic sciences in some college, but probably through personal readings. He is good hearted, always smiling and generally gives a good impression. He's not fanatic, but speaks with (his) logic and tries to convince others.

However, as you see, it's not possible to argue with what he is saying. Although I don't claim to have read about those prophet's sayings, I don't doubt thta his resources are good ones (he is quite honest in searching for good references and usually quotes where to find the saying). However, regrding taking war prisoners as slaves, greeting non moslems with "assalam alikom", or using the "ma2 al3'osl" as a cure I just feel there's something wrong about all of this. Not only that it's a waste of time and effort to defend such ideas, but also to bother about them when we have worse problems to care about.

The problem is that I cannot see a solution to this. The worst thing about belief is that it is not connected to logic. That's true for all types of belief, including athiesm. And since it is not related to logic, one cannot use mind and reason to change a belief. I'm afraid the only way is secularism, a separation between religion and life, otherwise we'll have "ma2 al3'osl" as a cure for diseases, and you cannot deny it, otherwise you are denying what Prophet Mohammed said (!!).

Advice to an Egyptian would-be postgrad

2007-08-22T10:55:00.001-07:00

Today I received an e-mail from a would-be scientist asking me about advice on which field to choose, how to go for a Ph.D. abroad and the like. I wrote a rather long reply with some how lots of diverse information, but then I thought that would br too much for her, specially that she knows absoltely nothing about this career. So I thought of writing her the information gradually and bit by bit, so that she can really understand it and not to get shocked

Anyway, here i'll write the whole reply here

Regarding a future career as a scientist, I will not tell you do this and do that, because that will not be an honest advice. An honest one would be to tell you how things really are, what to expect when you live and work as a postgrad student, and how the different fields look like. It is the information which I would love to have had before leaving Egypt. I have to admit that God has helped me through the advice of senior colleagues and Dr.s who sincerely assisted me. I’ll also try to do my part.

The first question that you should answer (to yourself) is why are you doing this? Is it for prestige, money, science, humanity, God? This is a very fundamental question that should have a very important influence on your choice. There are also different rules for choosing when you intend to continue your career in Egypt or abroad. For instance, in Egypt, there is no real research, in the sense that you have a problem that needs to be solved, or you are creating something that should be of use one day (N.B. to be honest, you may face the same problem in some universities abroad, but with the difference that you have better equipment and funds, and more importantly a bigger room for your own creativity). Accordingly, the one and only realistic criterion is to finish fast to get promoted rapidly. Other criteria include the ability to have additional income (private lessons, private medical analysis labs, selling course notes (mozakkerat) to students... etc). After finishing the master’s (which is I guess the rate limiting step) you can get a scholarship from the Egyptian government to go for a Ph.D. abroad (not everybody does, it’s rather a matter of luck not performance). Latter on you can work as a lecturer or professor in a private Uni or in the Gulf. So if your objectives are related to prestige and/or money, you can choose the department where you’ll finish fast (to get promoted easily) and also be somehow well off financially, without having to go through the much trouble of leaving your family, relatives and friends. 4 years ago in our faculty, people used to finish their master’s thesis relatively fast in the departments of Pharmacology and Biochemistry, however I know that things now are much different, so I cannot tell you which department would be the fastest! By the way, having the objectives of prestige and/or money are not a really bad or unethical choice, and please do not understand that I’m mentioning them here in a negative sense. I guess it is rather a matter of taste or inclination, some like apples, others like banana!

If, on the other hand, you are interested in science, researching something that humans don’t really understand, adding a small drop of water to our vast oceans of knowledge, doing or producing things that perhaps nobody else has ever done before, then this will probably be abroad. Science is indeed exciting, but it can be very, very frustrating at times, and if you don’t have a strong will and a clear vision of what you want to do and why you are doing it, you may not bear those frustrations and quit. As a career, it is also rather risky, and in most cases, not very well paid. What the prospectus is after finishing a Ph.D. or even a postdoc is not always sure, unless you are working with a prominent professor and have an outstanding output, which you perhaps can do, but is not usually the case for the majority of Ph.D. students.

The rules for choosing a field outside Egypt are quite different. Here the most important thing is what you like most, what you love when you study and you think you can be creative in. But please note that studying does not mean learning something by heart, but you will face problems that you will have to solve scientifically, systematically and more importantly creatively. This is the real essence of postgrad studies, to be a well educated problem solver. It is not just about getting a degree and a promotion. Another important issue is which fields are well funded, because this will increase your chances of getting a Ph.D. For example, nowadays genetics, proteomics, nanotechnology and computational chemistry are very well funded and it’s relatively easy to get a Ph.D. in those fields.

The country to go for is also important. In the States, you can go for a Ph.D. without a master’s degree. It will take 5-7 years on the average. There you will have a much wider choice and better opportunities and it is easier to get funded. They need the TOEFL and GRE exams. The latter is somehow difficult, but with good preparation you can do well in it. In Europe, it takes 3-4 years to get a Ph.D., however you cannot get an acceptance and funding without a master’s degree. As I told you, in principle, you can study for a Ph.D. in Germany without a master’s, but you won’t get funded and will have to pay it yourself. There are no tuition fees in Germany (or a little one in some states, around 1000 €/year), so you’ll only pay for the living expenses. Britain has many good and reputable universities, however overseas’ students do not get funded, so you’ll have to pay quite a lot, especially that they have high tuition fees. In general, I would recommend a master’s degree abroad before a Ph.D. (this applies for Europe not the States. In the States, they’ll teach you everything from the beginning). This allows you to know what is the state of the art in the different scientific fields, (which is necessary for choosing a Ph.D. In doing research, you do not reinvent the wheel, so you need to know what the current status is to start from where others stopped), how to read and evaluate a scientific paper (you’ll read a lot in postgrad studies), to use analytical instruments and glassware, and to have the real sense of working in a lab and preparing a lab protocol (those are all things that we didn’t learn in Egypt).

I’m attaching with this e-mail a very useful book, with lots of advice on how to choose a Ph.D. position, which field … etc. Most of the advice there applies to the States, some to Europe, none to Egypt. But in general it’s a good read.

I know that this may be a lot of information for you and that some of it may not be clear to you, or even shocking. I know also that some may not apply to you (as a girl) since you will probably get married and will have to share decisions with your spouse, but I’m speaking in general explaining the whole picture (as much as I can) and I’ll be glad to answer any specific concerns or questions that you may have.

Corruption - The world's big C

2007-08-22T10:46:00.000-07:00

Corruption – The World’s Big C
Cases, causes, consequences and cures
By
Ian Senior

Publisher: The institute of economic affairs
Year: 2006

Summary of the book

The book is more like a rather long scientific article. It starts with reviewing definitions for corruption, which the author doesn’t find good enough and thus he tries to work out a definition himself. It goes like this " The definition consists of fi ve conditions that must all be satisfied simultaneously. Corruption occurs when a corruptor (1) covertly gives (2) a favour to a corruptee or to a nominee to infl uence (3) action(s) that (4) benefit the corruptor or a nominee, and for which the corruptee has (5) authority." According to his definition, he differentiates between corruption and theft or fraud in a special subchapter.

He then brings cases of alleged corruption and applies his own definition to them to find out whether they are really corrupt or not.

He studies the causes of corruption are determined using regression analysis (!) Data regarding 14 “independent variables” are correlated to the Corruption Perception Index (CPI) published by Transparency International for a number of countries (at least 27). The independent variables are grouped as 1) Ethical (2, religiosity: attending worshipping places, honesty: returning a lost wallet), 2) Social freedoms (2, freedom of media, personal freedom), 3) Economic freedom (10, including trade policy, monetary policy, capital flows and foreign investment, banking and finance …etc). A counter intuitive correlation was found between corruption and government intervention as well as religiosity, i.e. increases of government intervention and low religiosity was associated with lower corruption. The other factors with significant correlation were press freedom, personal honesty, prevalence of informal markets, respect for property rights, and the amount of regulation.

The consequences of corruption include: 1) Price distortion, 2) Covert and upward distribution of wealth, 3) Subversion of democratic processes, 4) Increased cost and reduction of investment, 5) Decline of society’s morality and ethics. The latter is particularly interesting. The author considers corruption as “infectious and contagious”. He notes that “In terms of initiating corruption, the legislative branch is likely to be the most influential. Presidents and prime ministers have enormous powers of patronage ……. If the legislative branch is corrupt, functionaries see what is occurring and realise that they can act similarly. Thus the executive branch becomes infected ……. When corruption (is) at a low level it is too late, because corruption percolates downwards through society. When corruption has reached the lower strata democracy itself is fatally flawed.” Here is another very important consequence “Those who are honest and uncorrupt have two options in such a system. They can partake in corruption to the extent necessary to carry on with the tasks of everyday life, or they can choose not to participate at all in the system …. The latter course of action leads the uncorrupt person to suffer greatly, while leaving the economic system wholly in the hands of the corrupt. It is no wonder that corruption is contagious.”

In his chapter on the cures for corruption, the author states that, “The principal people who can change a culture of corruption if they wish to do so are politicians …….. A fully functional democracy is the most effective way of enabling voters to get rid of corrupt politicians.” This is because the politicians would then realise that fostering an uncorrupt society would be a vote-winner.

His recipe for cleansing a state goes as follows: “First find a completely uncorrupt politician and make him president or prime minister, whichever is the position of executive authority. Then let him appoint a cabinet of other ministers who also are untainted by corruption. Next pass laws that give freedom to the press, provide heavy penalties for proven corruption, give protection to whistle-blowers, and dismiss on the spot any minister, law-maker or functionary found to be corrupt’. It is as simple at that . . . in theory! In practice, it is otherwise. The very people who are the greatest beneficiaries of corruption have the greatest power and use the corrupt nature of government to maintain that power.”

On the other hand “In wholly corrupt countries there is little scope for individuals to fight corruption,” because “to find an uncorrupt prime minister and ministers from a fully corrupted political system may be an impossible task.” He believes that the international funding agencies can have greater role in combating wholly corrupted societies, by imposing stricter rules for financial aid associated with a decline in corruption levels.

Critique and comments

In general the book is a good read, with many useful and informative parts, although I do not agree with many of the author’s ideas. For example, the definition of corruption that he proposed does not include theft. So if, according to him, Saddam Hussein builds many presidential palaces for himself from public money, he is not corrupt, he is looting public money! Also the condition that overtness precludes corruption cannot be accepted. He later states that “When corruption is endemic the starting point becomes: ‘If I don’t offer a bribe when everyone else is doing so, I won’t obtain the licence/contract/university place.’ Therefore the bribe becomes a form of taxation that must be paid, and the concept of corruption as a crime has been lost.” So it is possible to have overt and widespread corruption, where the society is forced to accept it, but they know it is not right.

Using regression analysis for determining the causes of corruption is silly. One can look for a regression analysis between the number of wild birds moving on one leg during the dawn of a hot August day and corruption, and it is possible, theoretically, to find a correlation. Besides, as the author himself states, the interdependence of the variables is not to be excluded, so there may be a number of indirect relations.

The most interesting part was that for consequences and cures. He clearly states that corruption is infectious, and that it percolates from the top to the bottom, not the other way round. Those who choose to remain uncorrupt have one of 2 choices, “Join them or leave them”. He also states that individuals have no chance of changing a wholly corrupt system, if the politicians are not willing to cleanse the society. His proposal that the international funding agencies can play a better role is flawed, since these are being managed by countries whose interest is to keep the current situation as it is. They are also corrupt, as he himself gave many examples about corrupt politicians in USA, UK, France, Germany and others.

Religion is not about God

2007-08-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

Religion is not about God

How spiritual traditions nurture our biological nature and what to expect when they fail

Loyal Rue

Publisher: Rutgers University Press

Year: 2005

Summary of the book

The book is divided into 3 parts. The first part called “On human nature” tries to describe the neural evolution of the human mind and behaviours, together with the concepts of emotions, memory, self-esteem ... etc. The last chapter of this part is devoted to describe the nature of religion in general. It describes the basic concepts of a religion, how it is always based on, using the author’s words, “a narrative core” or “a myth”, (I’ll later call it a story), that includes a cosmological and moral explanation for the world and for our existence. She mentions that, just as human beings have adaptive mechanisms to survive, so does religions. She calls these mechanisms “ancillary strategies”, which include intellectual, institutional, ritual, aesthetic and experiential strategies. Intellectual strategies are needed to clarify, interpret and defend the core stories because of their usually obscure nature. Rituals include formal ceremonies as well as various informal and routine activities intended to stress the core narration, in other words “to get back to track”. Aesthetic strategies are the arts associated with the rituals. For example the image of Jesus crucifixion, as well as the Madonna and child arouse sympathy and affection which is used by the religion. Institutional strategies have regulatory activities “extending into the domains of interpretation, ritual practice and aesthetic expression”.

Part 2 describes the 5 most widely spread religions, Judaism, Christianity, Islam, Hinduism and Buddhism. Each religion is discussed according to its core narrative as well as the ancillary strategies.

Part 3 is on the future of religion. She believes that religions have a crisis of losing influence over people. This is mainly due to the cosmological interpretations offered by science which has undermined the core stories of religion and reduced their credibility. The other reason is, according to the author, the awareness of religious diversity. This has the effect of making the religious truth or dogma relative. The third reason is the rise of consumerism, which became a religion in itself. It promises that the “market” will give us all what we want; it will make us happier and more satisfied. Consumerism is not visibly against religions, but it rubs us the time needed to think about and re-enact the core story of religion. The consequence, according to the author, is that we are about to witness an ecological catastrophe, where our planet is already running out of resources to support our way of life. She fears that with the lack of religion, we cannot find an adaptive way to avoid this crisis.

Lessons and critique

The first 3 chapters, i.e. ¾ of part 1, are completely useless. One can do without them. The rest of the book is really interesting. I’m really happy that I did bear the boredom of the first 3 chapters and did not decide to throw the book away. The author describes the goal of life as a mere reproductive fitness, which I donot completely accept (see below in quotations), however, she identifies 2 immediate pursuits of human beings, namely personal wholeness and social coherence, 2 mutually dependent goals.

The title of the book is somehow misleading. It may give the impression that the author finds the concept of God unnecessary. I think she doesn’t. She is even a proponent of religion, but not for a specific one. To the author, religion, any religion would do. However, I must say that it is still a catchy title that would attract attention.

The dissection of a religion in general that the author did in chapter 4 of the book is extremely useful and enlightening. It shows the purpose of religion, rituals, religious art in a very instructive way.

The last part is also very useful. It analyzes the effect of modern science on religion, but argues that, although science is undermining the core narratives of religion, by giving explanations to many cosmological questions that are different from the theological ones, it cannot replace religion because it doesn’t offer a moral context. The concept of relativizing religious life due to awareness of other religions is really interesting and I understand it due to my own personal experience. Finally, the metaphor describing consumerism as religion, with the “provincial market” as god that would satisfy all our desires and needs is really interesting.

Quotations

Religion " ... is about us. It is about manipulating our brains so that we might think, feel, and act in ways that are good for us, both individually and collectively .... Religions have always been about this business of adaptation, and they will always remain so. This is not to say, however, that any particular religious tradition will remain adaptive. Religions sometimes outlive their adaptive utility and occasionally become positive threats to human survival."

"Adaptation by genetic change is always a game of chance, whereas adaptation by learning and memory eventually leads to a game of choice."

"we can say with confidence that the ultimate goal of human beings accords with that of all other life forms—that is, to maximize reproductive fitness." ... A view of human beings as a mere mechanical and genetic development of chimps is presented. We are merely smart chimps. A human being is just the product of the genes he has inherited. I would disagree with this. Humans are the only creatures that produce warfare that would kill its own species. Even if we want to have a better future for our offspring, we are then killing our species. Here in Germany and in many european countries, they are having a low birth rate and the population is shrinking. It means that "reproductive fitness" and gene transfer are not instincts. In Germany, there's even a natural selection for the stupid, since smart women care more about there carriers and donot think of having kids, while the less smart women are more likely to have kids. The auther herself says "no one actually feels the deep biological imperative to seek reproductive fitness." Despite the objections I stated above, we, humans, always say we would like to make the world a better place for "our sons" in the "future". Is this related to the "reproductive fitness", or it is an altruistic act? ...... this is worth a deeper investigation.

"When scientists exhaust their own resources for ruling out their best guesses, they take a deep breath and submit their work to the scrutiny of others."

"Myths are, literally, stories. They always take the narrative form and are often embellished with florid images and provocative symbolism. They also contain elements of mystery and ambiguity. Despite the fact that they are entertaining, easy to remember, and broadly appealing to persons of all ages and levels of sophistication, myths are often obscure and difficult to incorporate into the concrete circumstances of everyday life. Religious myths, therefore, invite—in some sense require—interpretation."

"Despite the fact that myths are often oblique and ambiguous— or perhaps because they are so—they manage to endure the test of time, whereas the explicit interpretations of them tend to come and go. The intellectual custodians of religious traditions therefore station themselves at the front lines of social change, ready to guide individuals and communities through the process of adapting to fresh ideas ... New modes of thought may even excite timely new insights into the timeless meanings of the myth."

"The crucifixion of Christ, for example, is a powerful image exploiting a human predisposition to feel sympathy in the presence of a fellow human enduring suffering or distress. The familiar image of Madonna and Child exploits a predispositon toward affection at the sight of an infant. The massive scale of medieval cathedrals exploits a predisposition to awe and humility when overwhelmed by size."

"Artistic forms are multivalent, full of possibilities for variant meanings. Theology tries to identify one central meaning that all individuals can bring away from their encounter with the myth, whereas works of art try to accommodate the wide range of interests and concerns that individuals bring to the encounter. Whereas theological formulations seek to focalize the myth, artistic creations seek to diffuse it into a spectrum of meanings, some complementary, others conflicting."

"We may suspect a breakdown in religious function whenever we observe systematic losses in the achievement of personal wholeness and social coherence." Note that the breakdown is in the function not the practice. This explains the personal and social deterioration in Egypt despite the apparent increase in religious practice. It is because the religious function is lost. The practice is not enacting the narrative core towards specific goals, i.e personal wholeness and social coherence, but is a way to escape reality.

"The religious life is a life of constant revitalization. The myth is under continuous critique and reinterpretation, the rituals must be performed regularly, the art must be ubiquitous, the social administration must be vigilant, and the subjective validation must be deepened. The spiritual life must be tended daily, even hourly, for the minions of evil ... are relentless."

"The therapeutic function of religion is to transform the individual from an orientation of self-centeredness to one of reality-centeredness ...... The entire realm of being, ultimate reality itself, is presented to me as an incentive event to which I respond in newly positive ways nurtured by the story. The universal story now becomes my own particular story. My self-understanding is transformed, for now I apprehend my true nature, my ultimate origins, what is genuinely good for me, and how I might be fulfilled ....... The selfish goals I once pursued have been displaced by new commitments and my self-esteem is now linked to projects that advance the common good .......... The story is always available to me, to absorb my uncertainties and to conquer my temptation to default back to narrow self-interests. As the challenges of everyday life erode my personal integrity, I may restore my soul by revitalizing the story ......... Differences between individuals are trivialized by deeper, common interests. When you and I share a myth, we affirm a common origin, a common nature, and a common destiny ........ Ultimately, what is good for me is also good for you."

"If you have one vision of ultimate reality and value, and I have another, then we have nowhere to go when we encounter deep conflicts of interest. If we lack a shared orientation in nature and history, and if we lack a common understanding of who we are and what we should strive for together, then we lack the means to transcend our differences when the social chips are down. We will be left to think that the other just has it wrong. And further, we may be inclined to believe that the other’s way of thinking constitutes a serious threat to the true way of thinking."

Ph.D. comics

2007-08-10T11:10:00.001-07:00

Rediculously true :)))))))))))

Ph.D. Comics ....... The 3 times rule

2007-08-10T10:55:00.000-07:00

This is absolutely true !!!!!!!!!!!

Man's search for meaning

2007-08-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

Man’s Search for Meaning

Viktor E. Frankl

Publisher: Washington Square Press

Year: 1984

Summary of the book and lessons

The book is organized in 2 parts. In the first, the author describes his own experience as a prisoner in the Nazi concentration camps for 3 years. He describes how the prisoners behaved to the atrocities and humiliation they faced. How they received a single meal per day – a piece of bread an a watery soup – worked for 12 h or more, had a single wrath as cloth for summer and winter, how they were continuously humiliated either by the SS or by the Capos - the fellow prisoners appointed for maintaining order - and continuously expecting being killed, for the only thing that could keep them alive was looking fit for work despite all these circumstances. Although the author doesn’t go much into details, probably saving the reader lots of pain, this part is attractive, that one goes on reading, wanting to know more. Maybe because I’ve never read, or known about what really happened in those camps, that’s way I found it interesting, but I’d also say that his style and narrative was simple and attractive.

In the second part, he talks about “logotherapy”, a method of analysis that he formulated based on his experience in those camps.

The main idea is, if a prisoner’s loses everything-”every possession lost, every value destroyed, suffering from hunger, cold and brutality, hourly expecting extermination, how could he find life worth preserving?”. This is the question that the author tries to answer. Although this is an extreme situation that pushes a human being to the limits of sanity, it unravels some facts that lie deep inside us about the meaning of life and that cannot be exposed unless one faces such experience. The author saves us the trouble and shares this experience with us.

Important questions:

Why did the author write this book? What does he want me to do, believe or experience?

He wrote his book with the intention of introducing his logotherapy concept, which considers man as a being whose main concern consists in fulfilling a meaning, rather than in the mere gratification and satisfaction of drives and instincts. To him, the ability to realize meaning can be achieved in three different ways (1) by creating a work or doing a deed; (2) by experiencing something or encountering someone (for example loving someone, be it a wife, husband, children, parents … etc); and (3) by the attitude we take toward unavoidable suffering. The latter is an important concept for the author, for he thinks that suffering is an indispensable part of human life, and that this too, despite its obvious cruelty, must have a meaning. He divides suffering into the “tragic triad” ; 1) pain, 2) guilt and 3) death. He sees the opportunity in attaining meaning from pain is by turning suffering into a human achievement and accomplishment; or deriving from guilt the opportunity to change oneself for the better; and deriving from life's transitoriness an incentive to take responsible action.

Responsibility is another important concept for the author. He states that when man is deprived of everything, as he states in the case of the prisoners of Ausschwitz, they have one thing left, their freedom to choose their responses and attitudes, and they have the responsibility to use it according to human morals and values.

He also stresses that we are not just the products of biological and social circumstances, and that although our freedom is limited, we have the responsibility to choose within this limited space.

To him, when a man finds that it is his destiny to suffer, he had to “accept” it as his task. His unique opportunity lies in his attitude to his burden. If one adds to this the author’s idea of living an active life to “realize values”, then sounds to me like a positive submission in the Islamic sense, i.e. acceptance and a will to transform

“يحارب قدر الله بقدر احب الى الله“ كما قال عمر بن الخطاب

Also, to him happiness, as well as success, are not goals, but are rather consequences. They come as a consequence to our search for meaning, and our correct answers to the questions of life that we face continuously. Happiness must happen.

Did he succeed in his intentions? Am I convinced?

Although he requested more than once not to ask about the meaning of life, his alternative was actually a reply, where he considered life is asking us questions and requesting our correct replies. That is the Islamic vision, where humans are examined and asked to answer correctly.

I also find this request contradicting with his advocating that humans should seek meaning in life. If I should only answer the questions thrown on me by life, and if I have even to suffer, why should I bear all of that? There was then this idea of super-meaning, i.e. religious conviction, which he said he can appeal to treat his patients, but would not try to convince someone with.

What is the take home message?

Look for meaning and value in what you are supposed to do in each and every act.

Suffering is a meaningful part of life and can be used for transformation.

Quotations

„Don’t aim at success - the more you aim at it and make it a target, the more you are going to miss it. For success, like happiness, cannot be pursued; it must ensue, and it only does so as the unintended side-effect of one's personal dedication to a cause greater than oneself or as the by-product of one's surrender to a person other than oneself. Happiness must happen, and the same holds for success: you have to let it happen by not caring about it. I want you to listen to what your conscience commands you to do and go on to carry it out to the best of your knowledge. Then you will live to see that in the long run - in the long run, I say! - success will follow you precisely because you had forgotten to think of it.”

“We really had nothing now except our bare bodies - even minus hair; all we possessed, literally, was our naked existence.”

“we had nothing to lose except our so ridiculously naked lives.”

“If someone now asked of us the truth of Dostoevsky’s statement that flatly defines man as a beingwho can get used to anything, we would reply, "Yes, a man can get used to anything, but do not ask us how."

“One prisoner, the doctor of a block of huts and a man of some sixty years, told me how he had entreated Dr. M---- to let off his son, who was destined for gas. Dr. M---- coldly refused.” ……… I know how this feels !!!

“If you want to stay alive, there is only one way: look fit for work.”

“A man's suffering is similar to the behavior of gas. If a certain quantity of gas is pumped into an empty chamber, it will fill the chamber completely and evenly, no matter how big the chamber. Thus suffering completely fills the human soul and conscious mind, no matter whether the suffering is great or little. Therefore the "size" of human suffering is absolutely relative.”

“Is that theory true which would have us believe that man is no more than a product of many conditional and environmental factors - be they of a biological, psychological or sociological nature? Is man but an accidental product of these? Most important, do the prisoners' reactions to the singular world of the concentration camp prove that man cannot escape the influences of his surroundings? Does man have no choice of action in the face of such circumstances? ………… We who lived in concentration camps can remember the men who walked through the huts comforting others, giving away their last piece of bread. They may have been few in number, but they offer sufficient proof that everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms - to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way ……. And there were always choices to make. Every day, every hour, offered the opportunity to make a decision, a decision which determined whether you would or would not submit to those powers which threatened to rob you of your very self, your inner freedom; which determined whether or not you would become the plaything of circumstance, renouncing freedom and dignity to become molded into the form of the typical inmate.”

“An active life serves the purpose of giving man the opportunity to realize values in creative work, while a passive life of enjoyment affords him the opportunity to obtain fulfillment in experiencing beauty, art, or nature ….. But not only creativeness and enjoyment are meaningful. If there is a meaning in life at all, then there must be a meaning in suffering. Suffering is an ineradicable part of life, even as fate and death. Without suffering and death human life cannot be complete ……. The way in which a man accepts his fate and all the suffering it entails ……. gives him ample opportunity - even under the most difficult circumstances - to add a deeper meaning to his life.” - What kind of deeper meaning???? It is not really clear. Even the examples that he gave were for nearly delirious people – “It may remain brave, dignified and unselfish. Or in the bitter fight for self-preservation he may forget his human dignity and become no more than an animal.” ……. What are morals and values? Why do we have the feeling that there ARE those so called human morals and values? Is it because they are necessary for a healthy social life? And what if there’s no healthy social life, like in the concentration camp, or in the case of suffering, any suffering (one always says why me?), would these morals still hold? And if they don’t still hold, why not become an animal?

“Only the men who allowed their inner hold on their moral and spiritual selves to subside eventually fell victim to the camp's degenerating influences. The question now arises, what could, or should, have constituted this "inner hold"? ……… It is a peculiarity of man that he can only live by looking to the future - ….. And this is his salvation in the most difficult moments of his existence, although he sometimes has to force his mind to the task.……… The prisoner who had lost faith in the future – his future - was doomed. With his loss of belief in the future, he also lost his spiritual hold; he let himself decline and became subject to mental and physical decay.“

“Any attempt to restore a man's inner strength in the camp had first to succeed in showing him some future goal. Nietzsche's words, "He who has a why to live for can bear with almost any how,"

“It did not really matter what we expected from life, but rather what life expected from us. We needed to stop asking about the meaning of life, and instead to think of ourselves as those who were being questioned by life - daily and hourly. Our answer must consist, not in talk and meditation, but in right action and in right conduct. Life ultimately means taking the responsibility to find the right answer to its problems and to fulfil the tasks which it constantly sets for each individual. These tasks, and therefore the meaning of life, differ from man to man, and from moment to moment. Thus it is impossible to define the meaning of life in a general way.” …….. He says there’s no point in asking what the meaning of life is, when he, by his suggested alternative, has already presented an answer. We are in a test, and we have to answer the questions correctly.

“When a man finds that it is his destiny to suffer, he will have to accept his suffering as his task; his single and unique task. He will have to acknowledge the fact that even in suffering he is unique and alone in the universe. No one can relieve him of his suffering or suffer in his place. His unique opportunity lies in the way in which he bears his burden.” ……. “Accept suffering as his task.” This sounds like submission, like accepting God’s will, like Islam. As if the aim is to submit to his will, accept what He gives us, and answer correctly to the questions. But it adds something more, “the way he bares his burden”. It should be one of “active life”, trying to make something good and useful out of it. So if one only “accepts”, this would be a good answer, but not the best. The best would be to “accept and transform”. Then you get the full mark!

“Long ago we had passed the stage of asking,” What was the meaning of life”, a naïve query, which understands life as the attaining of some aim through the active creation of something of value. For us, the meaning of life embraced the wider cycles of life and death, of suffering and of dying.” ……. Life is about submission. An active life is about creation and a passive one is about enjoyment. The prisoners had to accept their suffering (submit), and in each moment they had the decision, the opportunity for an active life, by holding to the morals, by giving example, by helping others … they were “realizing values”, where realize stands for making real.

“A man who becomes conscious of the responsibility he bears toward a human being who affectionately waits for him, or to an unfinished work, will never be able to throw away his life. He knows the "why" for his existence, and will be able to bear almost any "how." ……. “Responsibility” reminds me of “khelafat Allah fe alard” and of alamanah which humans have accepted but nothing else in the universe did. Man accepted it and consequently was responsible for his actions.

“Logotherapy focuses rather on the future, that is to say, on the meanings to be fulfilled by the patient in his future.”

“Man's search for meaning is the primary motivation in his life and not a "secondary rationalization" of instinctual drives. This meaning is unique and specific in that it must and can be fulfilled by him alone”

“Logotherapy deviates from psychoanalysis insofar as it considers man a being whose main concern consists in fulfilling a meaning, rather than in the mere gratification and satisfaction of drives and instincts”

“What man actually needs is not a tensionless state but rather the striving and struggling for a worthwhile goal, a freely chosen task. What he needs is not the discharge of tension at any cost but the call of a potential meaning waiting to be fulfilled by him.”

“The existential vacuum manifests itself mainly in a state of boredom …… Such widespread phenomena as depression, aggression and addiction are not understandable unless we recognize the existential vacuum underlying them. This is also true of the crises of pensioners and aging people ……… Sometimes the frustrated will to meaning is vicariously compensated for by a will to power, including the most primitive form of the will to power, the will to money …… the place of frustrated will to meaning is taken by the will to pleasure. That is why existential frustration often eventuates in sexual compensation.”

What is the meaning of life? …… “To put the question in general terms would be comparable to the question posed to a chess champion: "Tell me, Master, what is the best move in the world?" There simply is no such thing as the best or even a good move apart from a particular situation in a game and the particular personality of one's opponent. The same holds for human existence. One should not search for an abstract meaning of life. Everyone has his own specific vocation or mission in life to carry out a concrete assignment which demands fulfilment. Therein he cannot be replaced, nor can his life be repeated. Thus, everyone's task is as unique as is his specific opportunity to implement it.”

“I wish to stress that the true meaning of life is to be discovered in the world rather than within man or his own psyche, as though it were a closed system. I have termed this constitutive characteristic "the self-transcendence of human existence." It denotes the fact that being human always points, and is directed, to something, or someone, other than oneself - be it a meaning to fulfil or another human being to encounter. The more one forgets himself - by giving himself to a cause to serve or another person to love - the more human he is.” ……. Indeed, this is true. But again, why should I feel human? If I were only a monkey that evolved, as some people claim, why should I care to be a human (something that we use as an antonym to an animal which has a –ve sense). Is it something that evolved as our collective consciousness evolved? And how come that ants and bees do it without even having a consciousness? How come that they have it, despite the absurd simplicity of their nervous systems?

“Thus far we have shown that the meaning of life always changes, but that it never ceases to be ….. we can discover this meaning in life in three different ways: (1) by creating a work or doing a deed; (2) by experiencing something or encountering someone; and (3) by the attitude we take toward unavoidable suffering ………. -(2) as in the case of loving someone- Thus love is not understood as a mere side-effect of sex; rather, sex is a way of expressing the experience of that ultimate togetherness which is called love ….. (3) suffering …….. what then matters is to bear witness to the uniquely human potential at its best, which is to transform a personal tragedy into a triumph, to turn one's predicament into a human achievement. When we are no longer able to change a situation - just think of an incurable disease such as inoperable cancer - we are challenged to change ourselves.”

“Man’s main concern is not to gain pleasure or to avoid pain but rather to see a meaning in his life. That is why man is even ready to suffer, on the condition, to be sure, that his suffering has a meaning.”

Edith Weisskopf-Joelson said "our current mental-hygiene philosophy stresses the idea that people ought to be happy, that unhappiness is a symptom of maladjustment. Such a value system might be responsible for the fact that the burden of unavoidable unhappiness is increased by unhappiness about being unhappy”

“The pessimist resembles a man who observes with fear and sadness that his wall calendar, from which he daily tears a sheet, grows thinner with each passing day. On the other hand, the person who attacks the problems of life actively is like a man who removes each successive leaf from his calendar and files it neatly and carefully away with its predecessors, after first having jotted down a few diary notes on the back. He can reflect with pride and joy on all the richness set down in these notes, on all the life he has already lived to the fullest. What will it matter to him if he notices that he is growing old? Has he any reason to envy the young people whom he sees, or wax nostalgic over his own lost youth? What reasons has he to envy a young person? For the possibilities that a young person has, the future which is in store for him? "No, thank you," he will think. "Instead of possibilities, I have realities in my past, not only the reality of work done and of love loved, but of sufferings bravely suffered. These sufferings are even the things of which I am most proud, though these are things which cannot inspire envy."

“Pleasure is, and must remain, a side-effect or by-product, and is destroyed and spoiled to the degree to which it is made a goal in itself.”

“An incurably psychotic individual may lose his usefulness but yet retain the dignity of a human being. This is my psychiatric credo. Without it I should not think it worthwhile to be a psychiatrist. For whose sake? Just for the sake of a damaged brain machine which cannot be repaired? If the patient were not definitely more, euthanasia would be justified.” …. This is also an important thing. We care much about the terminally or incurably ill, we try to treat them, although euthanasia would be better for them and the society in this case, however, this care gives individuals a sense of security, because anyone could fall in the same situation, and thus would feel better if the society would take care of him then.

“We watched and witnessed some of our comrades behave like swine while others behaved like saints. Man has both potentialities within himself; which one is actualized depends on decisions but not on conditions.”

The “tragic triad, 1) pain, 2) guilt and 3) death ……. (1) turning suffering into a human achievement and accomplishment; (2) deriving from guilt the opportunity to change oneself for the better; and (3) deriving from life's transitoriness an incentive to take responsible action.”

“A human being is not one in pursuit of happiness but rather in search of a reason to become happy, last but not least, through actualizing the potential meaning inherent and dormant in a given situation.” … From “stumbling on happiness”, Sigmund Freud notes,”The question of the purpose of human life has never been answered satisfactorily. A less ambitious question would be what does it look like that human beings are living for. The answer is undoubtedly, people are after what they call “happiness”” …. This is not true. Happiness is not the goal, but meaning (al7ekma dallat al mo2men). This Freudian view is being supported because it fits quite well with the new religion called “consumerism”. Buy this to be happy, get that to feel satisfied. That’s after all why you are living on earth.

“People have enough to live by but nothing to live for; they have the means but no meaning.”

“Being jobless was equated with being useless, and being useless was equated with having a meaningless life.”

“Even if things only take such a good turn in one of a thousand cases," my explanation continues, "who can guarantee that in your case it will not happen one day, sooner or later? But in the first place, you have to live to see the day on which it may happen, so you have to survive in order to see that day dawn, and from now on the responsibility for survival does not leave you." ……. We are responsible to live because our life may one day make a change, may one day make life a little bit better for someone else, if if this is only for one day, one hour or one minute. One must take this responsibility, because it is worth it.

“Consider a movie: it consists of thousands upon thousands of individual pictures, and each of them makes sense and carries a meaning, yet the meaning of the whole film cannot be seen before its last sequence is shown. However, we cannot understand the whole film without having first understood each of its components, each of the individual pictures. Isn't it the same with life? Doesn't the final meaning of life, too, reveal itself, if at all, only at its end, on the verge of death? And doesn't this final meaning, too, depend on whether or not the potential meaning of each single situation has been actualized to the best of the respective individual's knowledge and belief?” ….. Does this mean we cannot understand the meaning of human life except at its end?, and does this also imply, that we, actors in the movie, cannot by any means realize what the movie is about, because we are simply part of it? Do we have to get out to understand?

If I send this book to others, I would expect that each and everyone would understand it in a different way. It is like art, where one’s own culture, knowledge, experience and state of mind determine how one would judge, or understand, a piece of art, or the message of a book. It is a very unique experience and certainly differs from one to another. Perhaps it’s as George Orwell says “The best books, he perceived, are those that tell you what you know already.”

The Trial of the Old Watchdog

2007-07-28T11:07:00.000-07:00

In my german lessons, I was given this story to translate. As I found it quite interesting, I thought of writing it here with a couple of comments.

The Trial of the Old Watchdog
in James Thurber Stories and fables of our time

An old experienced collie, who had been a faithful country watchdog for many years, was arrested one summer’s day and accused of the first-degree murder of a lamb. Actually, the lamb had been slain by a notorious red fox who had planted the still-warm body of his victim in the collie’s kennel.

The trial was held in a kangaroo court preside over by Judge Wallaby. The jury consisted of foxes and all the spectators were foxes. A fox named Reynard was prosecuting attorney. ”Morning, Judge,” he said.

“God bless you, boy, and good luck,” replied judge Wallaby jovially.

A poodle named Beau, an old friend and neighbour of the collie, represented the accused watchdog. ”Good morning, Judge,” said the poodle.

“Now I don’t want you to be clever,” the Judge warned him. “Cleverness should be confined to the weaker side. That’s only fair.”

A blind woodchuck was the first creature to take the stand, and she testified that she saw the collie kill the lamb.

“The witness is blind!” protested the poodle.

“No personalities, please” said the judge severely. “Perhaps the witness saw the murder in a dream or a vision. This would give her testimony the authority of revelation.”

“I wish to call a character witness,” said the poodle.

“We have no character witness,” said Reynard smoothly,”but we have some charming character assassins.”

One of these, a fox named Burrows, was called to the stand. “I didn’t actually see this lamb killer kill this lamb,” said Burrows, “but I almost did.”

“That’s close enough,” said Judge Wallaby.

“Objection,” barked the poodle.

“Objection overruled,” said the Judge. “It’s getting late. Has the jury reached a verdict?”

The forefox of the jury stood up. “We find the defendant guilty,” he said, “but we think it would be better to acquit him, nonetheless. If we hang the defendant, his punishment will be over. But if we acquit him for such dark crimes as murder, concealing the body, and associating with poodles and defence attorneys, nobody can ever trust him again, and he will be suspect all the days of his life. Hanging is too good for him, and much too quick.”

“Guilt by exoneration!” Reynard cried. “What a lovely way to end his usefulness!”
And so the case was dismissed and court was adjourned, and everybody went home to tell about it.

Moral: Thou shalt not blindfold justice by pulling the wool over her eyes.

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After reading this ridiculously funny story, I thought there are many parallels to reality. I imagined the Egyptian Housing minister as the blind witness testifying “No country on earth provides drinkable water to 100% of the population”

I imagined Tony Blair in his new mission as peace maker in the Middle East as Judge Wallaby saying to the Palestinians ““Now I don’t want you to be clever. Cleverness should be confined to the weaker side. That’s only fair.”

Or as Olmert started his assault on Lebanon, and Bush saying to him as Judge Wallaby “God bless you, boy, and good luck”

I also imagined the States and the EU crying, just like the fox prosecuter Reynard, while they condemned Hamas, “Guilt by exoneration! What a lovely way to end his usefulness!”

How to read a Book

2007-07-28T10:38:00.000-07:00

Here I'll write my own opinion, a brief summary and some excerpts from the book called "How to read a Book - A Guide to Reading the Great Books", By Mortimer J. Adler (1965)

Important questions:

Why did the author write this book? What does he want me to do, believe or experience?

The writer wants to guide the readers to how to read and understand a book. It’s just, as he mentions, like listening to a symphony or watching a piece of art. One cannot really understand and feel it, unless he knows how to.
However, I’m afraid that the writer was very verbose, lamenting a lot about the failures of the educational system more than the objective of providing a how-to-book. He also gave long examples which were completely unnecessary. I’m afraid I sometimes yelled at the author for the completely unnecessary long parts of his book.
A mind map summary, which represents the necessary skeleton of such a book, in my opinion, is attached at the end of this report. He unfortunately covered it with “a mass of fat” as he himself criticized such books.
He then goes on giving some advice on reading different types of books, like novels or history books. For these, the same rules apply, but there are some additional points to note.

Did he succeed in his intentions? Am I convinced?

To some extent. The unnecessary length of the book concealed the original message (at least the one that I was all the time digging throughout the book and trying to get.) I guess he could have written a better book if he was direct and to the point.
I have, nevertheless, to point out to the fact that I did find some very good quotations in the book which are quite useful.

What is the take home message?

The take home message is summarized in a mind map.

Quotations

“In the first place, there is initial inequality in understanding. The writer must be superior to the reader, and his book must convey in readable form the insights he possesses and his potential readers lack. In the second place, the reader must be able to overcome this inequality in some degree, seldom perhaps fully, but always approaching equality with the writer. To the extent that equality is approached, the communication is perfectly consummated …. In short, we can only learn from our betters.”

“Listening is learning from a living teacher, while reading is learning from a dead one.”

“The most successful how-to-book cannot take you by the hand or say at the right moment, "Stop doing it that way. Do it this way."

“The secondary teacher is simply a better student …. He should not act as if he were the primary teacher ….. He should not masquerade as one who knows and can teach by virtue of his original disvoceries, if he is only one who has learned through being taught”

“Any art or skill is possessed by those who have formed the habit of operaitng according to its rules. In fact, the artist or craftsman in any field differs thus from those who lack his skill. He has a habit they lack .... There is no other way of forming a habit of operation than by operating ….. Knowing the rules of an art is not the same as having the habit.”

“In learning to drive an automobile, you must know the rules but you do not have to know the principles of automotive mechanics which make them right. In other words, to understand the rules is to know more than the rules” ..... God has given us some rules, but he didn't say what are the principles behind those rules. Is it for us to find out? Are those principles time dependent or not, so that the rules can change or not.

“The reader tries to uncover the skeleton the book conceals. The author starts with it and tries to cover it up …. If he is a good writer, he does not bury a puny skeleton under a mass of fat. The joints should not show through where the flesh is thin, but if flabbiness is avoided, the joints will be detectible and the motion of the parts will revea) the ai ticulation

“There is a significant difference between books conveying knowledge and poetical works, plays, and novels ….. If the novel is any good at all, the idea is in the whole, and cannot be found short of reading the whole. But you can get the idea of Aristotle's Ethics or Darwin's The Origin of Species by reading some parts of it carefully.”

“Because language is imperfect as a medium, it also functions as an obstacle to communication. “

“The problem of reading the Holy Book—if you have faith that it is the Word of God—is the most difficult problem in the whole field of reading.”

“I like to think of the great books as involved in a prolonged conversation about the basic problems of mankind. “

A piece of Cake !!!

2007-07-17T05:21:00.001-07:00

As I was about to eat a piece of cake one morning, it came to me that it was made from a bunch of organic molecules, some carbons, oxygens, hydrogens and nitrogens. These simple atoms are in a continuous state of "recycling" since the begining of time. Some may have formed the eye of an elephant, the stem of a tree, the tendons of a monkey, the wing of a mosquito, the fins of a fish or the petals of a flower. Some may have been parts of the bodies of humans, the ear of Ikhnaton, the tongue of Moses, the hair of Cleopatra, the belly of Julius Ceasar, the leg of Haron Alrasheed, or any body-part from millions of human beings whom we never knew anything about. They may also form parts of my body, and then end up as the lining-foam of an aeroplane crossing the atlantic (something which I couldn't do myself !!!), or stick as mere dust particles of the shoe sole of an astronaut on a trip to Mars !

I then looked again at the piece of cake, somehow puzzled, shook my head and continued eating !

What kind of difference ??

2007-07-02T08:01:00.000-07:00

"What kind of difference?" is the question asked by Peter Jordan in NATURE (2007,447, 882). When I first read the article, i felt some kind of resonance. I was also thinking about the same idea, and when I read the article, I felt some other guys out there are suffering from the same problem, and have probably reached the same conclusion. Here is what the article is about .....

He said he believes his job is to make a difference in this world, however he admits that although his scientific work can lead to a difference one day, "the absence of a human face can disconnect us from those who have to endure the diseases we study." ..... He asks himself "Is the abstract awareness that I’ve contributed to the sum total of human knowledge going to be enough? Or is there something about improving the lot of a fellow human being directly — through medicine, counselling or other activities of the ‘helping professions’ — that promises an unmatched level of satisfaction?"

This article stresses the fact that a change through ones own research is perhaps very abstract, and if ever rewarding (the reward is to feel that someone did benefit from this) seems hardly tangible. A solution to this problems is to carry out additional helping activity. It will certainly maintain a contact to human suffering and create a motivation to make a change.

Here's the idea .... and I hope it will ne translated into deeds soon.

Tongue vision !!!!!

2007-07-02T05:26:00.000-07:00

They have shown this on a program on the german TV. It was amazing to find that someone could think of something like this in the first place and even try to implement it. What an absolutely crazy idea !!!!!

The idea is based on the following:
a square carrying a grid of electrodes is placed on the mouth. A picture captured by a camera converts a simple image into pixels and these then stimulate the electrodes on the grid. The tongue feels this as if it were gas bubbles, and - as the blind test person described it - the mind makes an image out of what the tongue feels !!!!!!!! How marvelous our brains work. It can adapt rapidly and extract information quite efficiently. The test person said that he can even recognize a ball in a room and kick the ball.

2 important lessons from this story:
1) The incredibly crazy idea of helping the blind to see using the tongue. I really greatly respect the guy who thought of it and even worked to set it into application. An amazing example of thinking outside the box.
2) The great ability of our mind to adapt and exract information from any data input. Sob7an Allah.

Please forgive me

2007-07-01T08:41:00.000-07:00

This post is not about the song by Bryan Adams !! ....... On the 11th of June I wrote those words .... I thought of copying them here

"Right now, I'm going through a very very rich experience ..... tomorrow, I'm supposed to carry out an operation under full anaesthesia ....... with the doctors informing me about all the possible complications, it just feels as if I'll be dying tomorrow ..... I just don't know what can I say to God (when I meet him) ...... may be I can tell him that for one day, my parents felt very happy and very proud (of me) ..... that they are still happy and proud ..... may be that I always tried to do something good ..... maybe I didn't try hard enough but I did ...... maybe that in most of the times I had good intentions ........ that i mostly didn't intend to harm anyone ..... maybe that there were nights, few they might be, but there were nights where I did prostrate and cry praying and sublicating for him ....... maybe that I did lots, lots of mistakes and sins, but that he is the most graceful and the most merciful ........... please please forgive me"

قال ربى اني ظلمت نفسى فاغفر لى فغفر له انه هو الغفور الرحيم (16) القصص

Ibn Battuta

2007-07-01T08:14:00.000-07:00

Ibn Battuta is a well known traveler and explorer who lived in the 14th century and covered areas extending from West Africa to the Maldives, Sri Lanka and China. Despite the fact that this is relatively easier now than it was at his time, I'm sure I cannot dream of doing this. Yet I'm continuously traveling with my mind and soul with a book as a friendly companion, and occasionally with my body. I'll just write about my impressions and thoughts during those short trips.