Please forgive me

This post is not about the song by Bryan Adams !! ....... On the 11th of June I wrote those words .... I thought of copying them here

"Right now, I'm going through a very very rich experience ..... tomorrow, I'm supposed to carry out an operation under full anaesthesia ....... with the doctors informing me about all the possible complications, it just feels as if I'll be dying tomorrow ..... I just don't know what can I say to God (when I meet him) ...... may be I can tell him that for one day, my parents felt very happy and very proud (of me) ..... that they are still happy and proud ..... may be that I always tried to do something good ..... maybe I didn't try hard enough but I did ...... maybe that in most of the times I had good intentions ........ that i mostly didn't intend to harm anyone ..... maybe that there were nights, few they might be, but there were nights where I did prostrate and cry praying and sublicating for him ....... maybe that I did lots, lots of mistakes and sins, but that he is the most graceful and the most merciful ........... please please forgive me"

قال ربى اني ظلمت نفسى فاغفر لى فغفر له انه هو الغفور الرحيم (16) القصص